From the age of 13 I have recognised some unusual things but have never taken much notice of them until the last 5 years and I am 48 now. It was my commencement of ghost investigating that showed me what I could do.
Since 13 I have had the odd precognitive dream...the main one was 2 days before my grandfather died. I was 17 and that dream is still so bright and vivid like it was last night.
I have daydreams that show me things too.They are quick little silent movies or sometimes just picture flashes that may last only 2 seconds. Sometimes I get a flash of a word that seems like it is artwork. I mean it is coloured and fancy like its a painting.I sometimes see earthbound spirits this way.
I have found that telepathy seems to have increased with me. I used to get the odd thing and always put it down to coincidence. Now I can hear some earthbound spirit like thought words in my head. I cant tell gender or accent though. Sounds all the same. Since that started happening bout 5 years ago, I find constantly that I am picking up peoples thoughts. Its pretty much the same thing as with the spirits. I hear the persons thoughts like a thought voice. I hear their thoughts and then i think about what i heard and then they verbally say it.
I can feel energy now very easily. I always could feel if someone was close to me and i had my eyes closed. My boys could never sneak up on me to do anything if i was taking a nap. I would open my eyes and catch them. If it was my face they were going to touch, i would get a tingling sensation. Now i have that with spirit. My crown area tingles and also if they touch me i feel it just like a real person and then i get a picture in my mind what they are doing. If a healer comes near me i feel heat from them.I feel bad energy and makes me feel nauseous and if someone is angry I start to feel that anger. I have been on investigations and felt the emotions of spirits there. That is hard because you think it is you . With this also I sometimes just know things. Once I had a woman spirit near me that made me feel like crying and i felt grief. I just knew that she was grieving for 2 children she had lost close to each other within days. I felt like i had lost my kids. I think this was claircognisance and clairsentience. Not sure though as i dont know how i would have known that info. I dont know if she told me maybe and i got it confused.
I did a developement class once and the teacher was talking about our auras and she used me as an example and came up to me and held out her hand. There was this sudden charge of energy like electricity when she did that and I actually felt her energy hit mine. It was intense that we both looked at each other and laughed. Havent had that with anyone else though since.
I have also felt things wiht some earthbound spirits. I have felt a pain in my left hand middle finger joint which a spirit showed me was from a horse riding accident in the 1800s when he was riding the family horse he shouldnt have been and it rammed him into a tree and he broke something in his hand.
I have been in old hospital areas where people where quarantined and suddenly broken out in a sweat and got a headache and felt really sick. I actually ran out and vomited one time.Once outside it would clear away.
I have felt anger, grief, joviality and extreme sadness from spirits. Sometimes when i feel this it almost feels like its me and its confusing. I have burst out laughing sometimes and felt like crying and been so angry i felt like shouting at someone. Its not possession in case people might be thinking this...its just that they get close to your energy to make you feel this
There is so much more too that i wont get into now. It covers things from remote viewing which i think i do sometimes, to astral travelling to reincarnation. I have had visions or daydreams once about 2 years ago over a week that was just so remarkable to a point of seeing myself die. I just cant dismiss this. I almost went to a past life regression hypnotist to find out as it has me intrigued.
I feel now that in the last 5 years i have sort of found out some of 'the meaning of life' and its made me not afraid to die anymore. This might sound silly but i think its kind of exciting because after this life there is so much more that is in store for us and i look forward to it.I have also become more mellow. Things dont worry me as much as they used to.I feel sort of content and i kind of feel different. I can sit and just watch the rain falling or admire the colour of the sky or listen intensely to the sounds of the birds. I dont care so much for tv or newspapers. I feel differently towards my patients especially the elderly. I do a lot more thinking about things but its not so much things now but more about how it all is and what i have been shown.
The way the spirit world works really is amazing you know.
I can see with my minds eye. I have seen spirits like this but also seen them wiht my physical eyes but not like a normal person. I can see earthbounds like an orb of different sorts, like a shadow and also one time i saw one as an outline that was walking and the rest of him was like the background. I see them perfectly with my minds eye but only quickly so i have to take notice. I dont always see them. Its kind of unreliable and just happens.
I have once seen this very bright sparkling starlike light over a persons shoulder when i was talking to them. I distracted me from the person. I dont know that was but think it was someone special. Note like the normal lights I see.
I have seen an aura twice. Both times it was blue., sort of like an fluroblue. Sort of glowed. The first time was in the hospital. I am a nurse.I was talking to a pt and he turned off his overhead light and the blue stood out against the white pillow. It surprised me but i knew what it wsa though i hadnt seen one before. The other time was in a meditatiion class. We had a visiting past life expert. The room was ambient wiht candles and he was up the corner. Even thoough the walls were a pale blue, I still saw his blue aura. I never said anything but at the end i asked him if he coudl see auras. He said yes and told me that right now his would be blue.
Sure, I'll offer something. & Cool topic, i look forward to reading others' experiences.
Prior to 9/11/2001, I had dreams of planes crashing; I didn't record how often or when exactly. It probably started several months before...probably early that summer...and it seemed like they happened often. My husband had dreams of planes crashing too. We lived & worked near an airport & I used to love to watch the planes come in, so I thought nothing of it, I thought the dreams were just a side effect of a mild aversion to flying. After 9/11 however, the dreams stopped...for both of us. it was weird!
I often have insightful dreams...If anyone can recommend any study material in this area, I'd love to develop this gift....i definitely feel there is more value here, at least to me personally, than what I'm currently aware of.
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